Ey-up. Something’s going on here?
I just got home - From Friday night. It’s been mad and unpredictable. I went to the Hope with Dave, Listened to him tell me emotional Nazi war stories about his mother all night, until he passed out on the double vodkas, and sent him home. So I was in the Hope all alone. then I got a call from a group of ex-school friends who were in the pub down the street, so I went to meet them. It all went a bit blurry, and we bar hopped until all I could taste was Jagermeister and cigarettes. Then we all got thrown out of the bar at closing time, which I don’t remember what time it was, and went back to my mates house for booze. As they are mostly squaddies now, the piss-up went through to this morning. And I feel so, so very rough.
All in all it was without a doubt, a pretty full on Friday-Saturday night. And that’s it. I thought you deserve to know because you sound like you are getting cut up by it.
I mean, the only thing which, I might have done which may upset anyone is that I snogged my best mate’s sister, and almost got in a fight with someone who I once got in a fight with before, but used to be a best friend. which to me isn’t all that. Other than, that, you can add: self interested, selfish, inconsiderate, unthoughtful, disrespectful and selfish. But, don’t we all behave like this when drunk? And for being drunk, for a day longer than I would have hoped I’m guilty, but happy. And that conflict between guilt & self happiness, is what forms the basis of conflict in man, and woman knows it too.